In Part Three, Courtney shares how she wanted to WANT to love God but was so confused about what love really looked like. This was due to being seduced and molested by a teenage boy at age eight to ten. She shares how she fell in love with him and learned in order to be loved by him and later other boys, she would need to cooperate sexually with them.
After spinning from childhood sexual abuse which brought a long illegal lifestyle full of addictions, prisons, and rehabs, she is now deciding to go ON WITH HER LIFE because of receiving a revelation of God’s unconditional love for her.